"if you are afraid of lonlieness, do not marry" anton chekov

i'm buying a new wedding dress.

i still own one from my no show 5 years ago but i figure it has bad mojo and a lot about me has changed in five years.. i remember scribbling out dresses on church bulletins all growing up.  my wedding dresses had poofy sleeves and poofy bottoms.. bows were involved. it was the 80's. 

i'm a real girl, not a barbie doll.  mom tried to give me diet pills.  messed up, right? i guess when it comes to wedding weight loss anything goes as normal.  to be honest i haven't worked out or anything..  i'm content.

on a brighter side, picking out a wedding dress is very fun.. i tried on a dress that cost $800!! can you imagine?  what luxury.. i picked out the $350 dress. i knew i loved it the minute i put it on.. it wasn't what i expected to like.. its such a fun time-wedding dresses..